This year has been one of the most eventful years of my life. I graduated college, got a job, lost some friends, gained new ones, retained relationships, lost a loved one, reached old goals, set new standards, and most importantly, learned new lessons.

2017 has shaped me to become someone I’ve only dreamt of being before. I went over my entire blog and it's surreal to see that my first entries were about my struggles as a sixteen-year-old high school girl. It's crazy to think that I used to worry so much about things that don't even bother me today. I want to use this opportunity to thank my 16-year-old self for coming up with this blog and giving me something to come back to. To allow me to see how much I've grown in the past five years. This year, I learned a lot of things, and I'm going to let you in on some of them.

Another thing, I learned that I shouldn't overanalyze relationships and situations, and let things happen as they do. I shouldn't think so much about my actions, because being open and honest and completely true to the person I'm with is the most important foundation of our relationship. I (and you) can't build a relationship stationed on false personalities. So, in any relationship, act the way you normally would, talk the way you usually would, and just be you.

2017 has also taught me to accept my mistakes and never let pride get in the way. This is a tricky lesson to put into action, because I used to never apologize. However, I realized that a healthy relationship means acting the way you expect to be treated. And if I wanted him to apologize for his mistakes, I should simultaneously seek forgiveness for mine. Instead of waiting for the other to fix whatever you're going through, act on your own will, and you'll not only save your relationship, but save time as well.


3. On Career and Success

THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT.
Millennials are known (and accused) to be very idealistic. I'm guilty of this accusation because I used to think that I should have a solid path laid out in front of me. And that I should only follow that path, no turns, no swerves, just straight to my ultimate goal.

2017 has taught me that life will not always go according to my plan. In the path I set out for myself, it will give my lefts and rights and even u-turns. I learned to accept that. Sometimes these swerves will lead us to failures, but failures will turn us into stronger people.

Originally, I didn't want to be in the industry I'm working for now. But I chose to test my capabilities and take the opportunity handed to me. And so far, it's one of the best decisions I've made. I learned that just because it's not the opportunity I wanted, it's an opportunity nevertheless-- An opportunity to grow, to learn, to create foundations, to set goals and standards, to improve myself.

2017 taught me that while it's great to be idealistic, it's also okay (healthy, even) to stray from the path I made for myself, and even fail along the way. I learned that success does not have a deadline. Even when people your age are more successful than you are, it doesn't mean you will never be. It only means that they navigated their paths faster than you did, but life is not a race, and you're free to navigate at your own pace.


4. On Relationships
Sadly, not everyone will stay in your life. Be it your lover, your friends, family, even. Not everyone will understand you. And not everyone is healthy for you.

2017 taught me that just because your relationships have been going on for years does not mean it's right. Sometimes, God removes people from your life not because He wants you to be sad, but because He knows what's best for you, and it's not these people. When you think about it that way, it's much easier to accept that these people are not with you anymore because God didn't want them to be.

This year has taught me that it's healthy to let people go. It's okay to retain only the people who are good for you mentally and emotionally. The next time you question why these people left, think about what will happen if you keep hanging out with them in the long run. I'm sure you'll come up with a realization.


5. On Moving Forward
It's not true that to move forward is to never look back.

2017 has taught me that looking back can actually help me move further. Looking back at your life, at your mistakes, your victories, your happiness and sadness means that you acknowledge that these things happened in your life. If you like what you felt at one point, you'd know what to do in the future to feel that again, or even surpass it. If you didn't like what happened, you'd know what not to do to avoid feeling the same way.

Life does not slow down for anyone. And whether we all like it or not, we must move forward. And even when we leave things and people behind, let's not forget that they were all parts of our lives for once. So don't ever forget them.

Move forward writing your story not with blank pages, but with colorful, scratched, and even torn up pieces.

Happy New Year!